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| I"M AWESOME OR SO I"D LIKE TO THINK
TOO BAD NO ONE ELSE DOES | | |
| I had a fabulous day today. Mr. Pod even commented about how well I was doing today. Boy, did that make my dad so much better! Today was a good way to end this week. I liked this week very much. I hope the weeks to follow will be great as well. Tomorrow is band festival. I know there's a 1:8 chance of getting a 1. I'm thinking a 2 if we do really well but most likely a 3.
This song is such a lovey-dovey song. I think I might change my xanga because I hate this stupid username. I couldn't think of anything but it will be either one of my sn's!
OK, I am going to make a new xanga. I'll have two possibly? Or maybe I'll discontinue this. Hi guys. | | |
| I've had some tough weeks. The past three, not counting this one, have been my lowest points in a long time. Luckily, I've gotten out of that cycle, just like before.
Now, I've realized that I only really have three [or less] close friends. I've told each a different part of me and they are all really understanding and each cool in their own way. Only if you guys could know how much you guys have helped me. Really. EYE <3 U GUYZ
stress piles up quick. Don't procrastinate! | | |
| I'll guess I'll do this over again because I have nothing better to do!
FIRSTS
First job: n/a
First screen name: sbrnxtiger88
First self purchased tape: i don't think i've ever bought a tape...
First funeral: My grandfather on my mom's side.
First piercing/tattoo: piercing - 3 months after i was born
First credit card: n/a
First true love: my mom because she gave birth to me?
First enemy: some girl from gradeschool. she made me cry. i think i was around 5?
First big trip: I haven't really been on a "big trip." So uh, Florida?
First concert: AFI on 5/12/03 [but i've been to kpop concerts, ehe]
First musician you remember hearing in your house: kimgunmo
First Kiss: mom
First Relationship: n/a
LASTS
Last big car ride: the busride home, but that's only 20 minutes.
Last kiss: mom
Last library book checked out: A bunch of books. stranger in a strange land i guess
Last movie seen: the tuxedo yesterday and in theatres, the passion
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: thsi potato thing
Last phone call: kayla
Last CD played: refused mix
Last annoyance: my slow computer
Last soda drank: orange soda
Last ice cream eaten: cookie dough ice cream
Last time scolded: at sister
Last shirt worn: my ugly afi shirt.
Last website visited: this one...
Last relationship: none
I AM: tired
I HAVE: lots of things
I WISH: i was smart
I HATE: this one kid and i'm not even sure why
I FEAR: rejection
I HEAR: the smiths
I SEARCH: for school
I WONDER: if i'll bring up my grades by the end of the year
I REGRET: lots of things
I LOVE: music
I ACHE: because my eyes feel like they're bleeding
I ALWAYS: i dont ALWAYS anything
I AM NOT: ready for school tomorrow
I DANCE: never
I SING: to myself
I CRY: too much
I AM NOT ALWAYS: proud of my choices in life
I WRITE: very little now
I WIN: uh..
I LOSE: plenty
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to go to bed soon
I SHOULD: study
YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: too many of them
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: sure
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: who hasnt
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: not really
WANT TO GET MARRIED: now i kind of do
GET MOTION SICKNESS: yes
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no but sometimes i can be a germ-freak
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: i love them lots
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: no
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black and red
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: arlington, virgina
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 2, 4, 6, 8, 12, 24
COLOR: all the colors of the rainbow and brown. and i love all colors. :]
DAY: saturday
MONTH: july
SONG(S): tons
SEASON: whenever the sun is shining bright
DRINK: water or orange soda
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch?
GOTTEN SICK? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID 'i love you'?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
MISSED AN EX? : no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: you're looking at it
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
MISSED SOMEONE? no
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?: how much money? fried or boiled or raw?
2. Bungee jump?: under safe conditions, of course!
3. LOST IT?: huh?
4. Kill someone? : no
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
7. Parachute from a plane? yeah
8. Walk on hot coals? i'm too scared
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. Be a vegetarian? yes i have
12. Wear plaid with stripes? is that bad?
13. IM a stranger? yes
14. Sing Karaoke? sure
15. Get drunk off your Ass? no
16. Shoplift? no
17. Run a red light? yeah
18. Star in a porn video? no
19. Dye your hair blue? yeah
20. Be on Survivor? no
21. Wear makeup in public?: yeah
22. Not wear makeup in public? i do everyday
23. Cheat on a test? yeah
24. Make someone cry? sure
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? probabaly not
26. Stay up all night? yeah | | |
| Hi guys. Remember that it's cool to drink and smoke and take drugs. Remember that having a hangover is cool and that you really really want to experience it, even though you have no clue what you're talking about. Remember while you're having a blast getting high, there are people that actually need you but wait a minute. Why does anyone else matter when you can please yourself right? You know, "one drink/shot/high/etc" won't really do anything. It's all in fun right? Yeah, yeah. Giving it one try won't make you get addicted. You, addicted? Of course not! Only idiots get addicted or actually need the drug. You're not an idiot. Of course not. I mean how could you of all people! It won't ruin your life; or wait do you want this to happen? Maybe, but I can't stop all of you. There are way too many, but who am I to try to stop you all? No, I agree with whatever you're doing. Go right ahead. You're the one doing it and I guess you know what you're doing. | | |
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